HAHAHAHAHA I CANT BELIEVE THIS
NO ITS NOT GOOD NEWS. ITS NOT AMAZING NEWS. ITS NOT SAD NEWS. ITS NOT DEVASTATING NEWS. ITS JUST NEWS.
SO!
Anyway, i was trying to get a DPA recently to XXX Poly (shant mention name lest i lao kui only heh :X )
I mean, anyway, thats what DPA are for right! For those who MIGHT get like, 50% chance only to get in thus must secure place first? Well, im one of those kind of people.
I badly BADLY BADLYYYYYYY mad love Bio. I wanna continue w bio course in future.
Or maybe psycology but... in a world like SG, i dont think thats a very sought after job in future huh?
Yeah, so i was intending to do DPA.
I considered it over and over and over and over and over (x10000000000000000000) times because i was really worried. I wanted to not do it. But then again, i was scared i would regret it in future.
So i made a silent prayer to God, ...even though i am a free thinker but i believe in God.
I prayed that i shall leave my future in his hands; just like how i did before for my choosing of secondary school. I literally made a prayer saying " Gimme a school where i will grow up; learn and be happy." and opened this thick booklet MOE gave us to choose school and TADAHHHH MFSS.
Yupp, my last choice. I was VERY disappointed in knowing i got in MFSS initially but then after that, i found so much happiness and thru pain, i grew up. I thank God for that <3
So yeah, this time i made a similiar prayer. I said that if i can, lemme get in. If not, just let me Not get in.
So i headed on w my plans even though i know Qing aint doing DPA and we will prolly split up in courses (not break) altho we did promised to get in Bio course tgt whn we found out that coincidentally, both of us likes Bio.
I headed w my plan, did some research, get excited bout every pamphlet that Poly issued out and FINALLY, type out my very own write up. I got a teacher (shant name names to protect her identity) to help me check and rephrase my write up; figuring that i could submit online today since its the last day. So just now, i got my email from this teacher back and i was impressed w her making my write up sound 'strong'. Changed a lil in one line to add a point in and then i went to DPA website. And you know what i see?
THIS.
I WAS EFFING SHOCK.
Time check: 0910++
its not even 12am yet! Its still 10July!
So i refreshed the page, clicked back and forward but ended up at the same page. As if clicking all those would make a difference HAH.
... i guess i was a tad disappointed :/
I shouldn blame on my phone for having SUPER LAGGGGGG network last night causing me to not submit DPA last night. But i still feel like cursing anyway. URGH
Im sorry teachers, seniors, friends and myself for wasting your time for nothing. Thoroughly and sincerely and genuinely sorry :'( I didnt expect things like this.
But i guess its kind of a way of telling me 'No, You are not getting DPA to this poly. You are to mug your arse off and get in a poly's course by your own capibility.'
Yes, own capability. Hmm... i wonder where am i gonna head from here now....
Guidance please...? Oooops.
I need a hug. Right now.
NO ITS NOT GOOD NEWS. ITS NOT AMAZING NEWS. ITS NOT SAD NEWS. ITS NOT DEVASTATING NEWS. ITS JUST NEWS.
SO!
Anyway, i was trying to get a DPA recently to XXX Poly (shant mention name lest i lao kui only heh :X )
I mean, anyway, thats what DPA are for right! For those who MIGHT get like, 50% chance only to get in thus must secure place first? Well, im one of those kind of people.
I badly BADLY BADLYYYYYYY mad love Bio. I wanna continue w bio course in future.
Or maybe psycology but... in a world like SG, i dont think thats a very sought after job in future huh?
Yeah, so i was intending to do DPA.
I considered it over and over and over and over and over (x10000000000000000000) times because i was really worried. I wanted to not do it. But then again, i was scared i would regret it in future.
So i made a silent prayer to God, ...even though i am a free thinker but i believe in God.
I prayed that i shall leave my future in his hands; just like how i did before for my choosing of secondary school. I literally made a prayer saying " Gimme a school where i will grow up; learn and be happy." and opened this thick booklet MOE gave us to choose school and TADAHHHH MFSS.
Yupp, my last choice. I was VERY disappointed in knowing i got in MFSS initially but then after that, i found so much happiness and thru pain, i grew up. I thank God for that <3
So yeah, this time i made a similiar prayer. I said that if i can, lemme get in. If not, just let me Not get in.
So i headed on w my plans even though i know Qing aint doing DPA and we will prolly split up in courses (not break) altho we did promised to get in Bio course tgt whn we found out that coincidentally, both of us likes Bio.
I headed w my plan, did some research, get excited bout every pamphlet that Poly issued out and FINALLY, type out my very own write up. I got a teacher (shant name names to protect her identity) to help me check and rephrase my write up; figuring that i could submit online today since its the last day. So just now, i got my email from this teacher back and i was impressed w her making my write up sound 'strong'. Changed a lil in one line to add a point in and then i went to DPA website. And you know what i see?
THIS.
Cant see? Then... Just read this:
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| I mean like, YOUVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME RIGHT!!!!?!?!?!???!?!?!?! |
I WAS EFFING SHOCK.
Time check: 0910++
its not even 12am yet! Its still 10July!
So i refreshed the page, clicked back and forward but ended up at the same page. As if clicking all those would make a difference HAH.
... i guess i was a tad disappointed :/
I shouldn blame on my phone for having SUPER LAGGGGGG network last night causing me to not submit DPA last night. But i still feel like cursing anyway. URGH
Im sorry teachers, seniors, friends and myself for wasting your time for nothing. Thoroughly and sincerely and genuinely sorry :'( I didnt expect things like this.
But i guess its kind of a way of telling me 'No, You are not getting DPA to this poly. You are to mug your arse off and get in a poly's course by your own capibility.'
Yes, own capability. Hmm... i wonder where am i gonna head from here now....
Guidance please...? Oooops.
I need a hug. Right now.
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