sensitive-ed,replacement-o?

ltr gonna go to concert. @ arnd midnite thn post bout it.cos arnd midnite thn come bk. hee hee~^^ benjamin b'dae this fri. heh! i gonna do smth. ben,too bad,the song will stiu b sung^^

okaes... i heed her advice n confronted him. actually,me like he confronted mie.-.-''
n he kept pressin mie. in the end,due to...um..wads tt called? kan-chiong? thn i use chinese.-.-''

tt's mie.i use chi when i negative feeling or vry jin zhang blahs. thn yea,i got damn straight forward. idk y,but it didn seem awkward-.-''
ok,...so,... nvr call mie dnt...*secret* n blahs.
means,i havta wait.

hard on him.
i noe.
i myself nid 6 months to get over fish n BK n dose other tings.

i tink,aft this,if it didn rly work out or anitin,i will jux turn bk to wad he's like.void of feelings. @ least tt's how i used to be.
n yea,emo.

i've told u.
i'm sensitive.
i'm fragile.
but u just dont get it
and how am i suppose to phrase it so that you guys wont hurt mie animore?

i heck care.
i'm just switching it off.
i wanna go bk to being myself.
being all cold.
being emo.

yes,you've hurt mie again.and you wont know wad is it about.
i dk why.but is it so hard to tell that u've hurt mie?
again n again?
is it so fun seeing mie hurt?
or u dnt even noe that i'm hurt?
i opt that u dnt even noe.
peepo dnt noe mie frm wad i sae n write.
even in my diary.
u tink u noe mie?
tink agn.
there's few hu really noe's mie.

wad did i do wrong?
i;m not here for u to scold or let out ur feelings.
i helped you.
even though it hurt mie.
but i dnt mind.
but then,
why do you hav to hurt mie even more?
that caused mie to tear?
and when i do.,
i regret. but it aches like hell.
why????

and after all that u've said and done,
i'm stiu afraid.
afraid of u.
afraid of being wad i almost used to be.

every decision i made,i hope it wont make mie regret.


THE ONE WHO CAN HURT YOU MOST IS THE ONE WHO KNOWS YOU MOST;CLOSEST TO YOU.

and dang it,why do u hav to be the closest??!! though u dnt rly noe mie that well...

i wanna jux break away from you.but all along i know,i cant cos i'll stiu b tinkn of u.