Hey BenZhu (:
Happy 1 year anniversary <3
And i got into an accident (nah im just joking. APRIL FOOL)
Anyway!
Time passes so fast.
In a blink of an eye, its been almost 4 whole solid years since i know you (:
And i know it sounds super retarded and stupid but th thing that caught my eye was your blue cast when you first transferred over to MFSS from Pierce.
And you were so goddammit anti-social! >(
But im glad after that i got to know you more since you were sitting right behind me.
-fast forward-
So yeah, sec 1 end of the year.
(psss: im exposing you!)
Things happened here and there, we had quarrels here and there.
Heartaches and smiles and laughters and even trouble.
Remember th time you hit me thn i throw my wallet at you? & OM Han saw and scolded me for that while you ran off. Idiot.
Heh and we got tgt anyway. w/ you trembling but mustering th courage to ask if we could be tgt.
Sec2--
Sorry i screwed up everything.
Broke up. More sadness and even hatred.
Some stupid ridiculous actions i did on you that i really regret now.
Karma got me. Hard.
So, sec2. Nothing much. Hardly talked at all.
Its still almost a blank to me :(
But quite... ridiculous.
What w/ all the hesitants between us whether to get back.
Im glad i didnt obliged thought :X
Cuz i knew nothing of you back then.
We would surely have truckloads of quarrels w/ all my doubts about you, insecurity and inferiority.
im so so so so sorry...
Sec3--
Started talking at the start of the year.
Talk here Talk there, heart to heart talks.
Just plain plain platonic friendship..or so i thought.
A lil romance here and there.
And then 010411 april fool's day WHAMMMMMMMMMMM we got tgt <3
I regret, again, for not studying harder while in sec2 despite knowing it was kinda crucial year.
I had that heck care attitude.
How stupid -___- If not maybe, just maybe, i could have had somemore inferiority removed.
Or maybe i could be in th same class *wishful thinking*
NERDDDDDDDDDD why did you suddenly do so well in sec2 >)
im still proud of you anyway hahaha :B
And the best thing?
Our clique chalet <3
It was th only time where we bonded most ( i think ? )
We had fun. Truckloads of it :>
I know what i did was wrong. It was equivalent to running from home since i lied to my parents.
& im guilty for it.
But still... its one of my best best best memories (:
Worst thing?
Y U NO LIKE VEGETABLES??? YYYYYYYYYYYY
So there were many girls i was feeling insecure towards to.
Or inferior towards.
Even anger.
& you had guys whom you felt insecure towards.
Anger and worries.
People crossed by your life and mine.
So many things have past. So many heartaches, yet so many smiles (:
If i were to be given w/ a chance to travel back in time,
I would slog my guts off in sec2 and never ever ever break up w you. Ever.
We have had quarrels over guys, girls, different thinkings, actions and even ridiculous things like bubble tea.
But i know you care.
& im glad you cared.
Over time, i gotta admit i have gotten used to you.
Your voice
Your silhouette
Your hanky (its rather useful yknow!)
Your major change of quiet-boy-who-dont-answer-questions-when-teacher-asks-and-gives-poker-face-all-the-time into dude-who-becomes-pretty-sociable-and-loud-and-also-pokes-fun-of-teacher-and-studies-all-the-time... if not basketball.
Your...smell :X
And how you dont like it when i -__- / ._. / = = / -.- you cuz you dont like it when i diao you
Or my clothes conduct
Or my actions conduct
I guess im mould into something that fits.
Yknow, comprimises and all.
Sec4--
Some major things happened.
Im glad we pulled through
& im glad we're closer than before.
I view things more differently now.
Its easy to step into a r/s
But not easy to make it last.
& i guess its true.
Especially w/ th amount of times we argued.
But im glad we still stood together.
Im glad we had it till 1 year.
Of course its nothing. Just a year.
But still, im glad (:
WHERE DID ALL THE TIME GO TO??
Time spent w/ you was never enough.
And never will be enough.
I know there will be lots of arguements in future.
W/ my sensitive nature and my temper+stubborness at times.
& all the trust being broken and rebuilt again.
But i have to say, no one made me feel this way before.
Just contented being w/ you.
Even if it was aimless walks.
You motivated me to study.
Practise for math
Get playing basketball
And many many more.
Even if we really didn work out, i wont regret being with you
Because no guys ever runs after a bus to catch up with me just to give me a hug and comfort me (so drama right? But he did it :D )
Nor scolds me for doing something i shouldnt already do instead of just letting me do whatever i want
Or willing to do something that he dont like doing, just so to accompany me / Giving me surprises of waiting for me for hours (:
PS: PIG JUST WENT TO SLEEP
Yeah..
So we made our first present ever today! xD
And had a lil tiff... :X
But im glad we patched it up!
Thank you. Thank you for all these glorious times<3
PICTURES!!! P.S: lemme upload your bday video already pleaseeee!
Happy 1 year anniversary <3
And i got into an accident (nah im just joking. APRIL FOOL)
Anyway!
Time passes so fast.
In a blink of an eye, its been almost 4 whole solid years since i know you (:
And i know it sounds super retarded and stupid but th thing that caught my eye was your blue cast when you first transferred over to MFSS from Pierce.
And you were so goddammit anti-social! >(
But im glad after that i got to know you more since you were sitting right behind me.
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| I know this is ancient! |
So yeah, sec 1 end of the year.
(psss: im exposing you!)
Things happened here and there, we had quarrels here and there.
Heartaches and smiles and laughters and even trouble.
Remember th time you hit me thn i throw my wallet at you? & OM Han saw and scolded me for that while you ran off. Idiot.
Heh and we got tgt anyway. w/ you trembling but mustering th courage to ask if we could be tgt.
Sec2--
Sorry i screwed up everything.
Broke up. More sadness and even hatred.
Some stupid ridiculous actions i did on you that i really regret now.
Karma got me. Hard.
So, sec2. Nothing much. Hardly talked at all.
Its still almost a blank to me :(
But quite... ridiculous.
What w/ all the hesitants between us whether to get back.
Im glad i didnt obliged thought :X
Cuz i knew nothing of you back then.
We would surely have truckloads of quarrels w/ all my doubts about you, insecurity and inferiority.
im so so so so sorry...
Sec3--
Started talking at the start of the year.
Talk here Talk there, heart to heart talks.
Just plain plain platonic friendship..or so i thought.
A lil romance here and there.
And then 010411 april fool's day WHAMMMMMMMMMMM we got tgt <3
I regret, again, for not studying harder while in sec2 despite knowing it was kinda crucial year.
I had that heck care attitude.
How stupid -___- If not maybe, just maybe, i could have had somemore inferiority removed.
Or maybe i could be in th same class *wishful thinking*
NERDDDDDDDDDD why did you suddenly do so well in sec2 >)
im still proud of you anyway hahaha :B
And the best thing?
Our clique chalet <3
It was th only time where we bonded most ( i think ? )
We had fun. Truckloads of it :>
I know what i did was wrong. It was equivalent to running from home since i lied to my parents.
& im guilty for it.
But still... its one of my best best best memories (:
Worst thing?
Y U NO LIKE VEGETABLES??? YYYYYYYYYYYY
So there were many girls i was feeling insecure towards to.
Or inferior towards.
Even anger.
& you had guys whom you felt insecure towards.
Anger and worries.
People crossed by your life and mine.
So many things have past. So many heartaches, yet so many smiles (:
If i were to be given w/ a chance to travel back in time,
I would slog my guts off in sec2 and never ever ever break up w you. Ever.
We have had quarrels over guys, girls, different thinkings, actions and even ridiculous things like bubble tea.
But i know you care.
& im glad you cared.
Over time, i gotta admit i have gotten used to you.
Your voice
Your silhouette
Your hanky (its rather useful yknow!)
Your major change of quiet-boy-who-dont-answer-questions-when-teacher-asks-and-gives-poker-face-all-the-time into dude-who-becomes-pretty-sociable-and-loud-and-also-pokes-fun-of-teacher-and-studies-all-the-time... if not basketball.
Your...smell :X
And how you dont like it when i -__- / ._. / = = / -.- you cuz you dont like it when i diao you
Or my clothes conduct
Or my actions conduct
I guess im mould into something that fits.
Yknow, comprimises and all.
Sec4--
Some major things happened.
Im glad we pulled through
& im glad we're closer than before.
I view things more differently now.
Its easy to step into a r/s
But not easy to make it last.
& i guess its true.
Especially w/ th amount of times we argued.
But im glad we still stood together.
Im glad we had it till 1 year.
Of course its nothing. Just a year.
But still, im glad (:
WHERE DID ALL THE TIME GO TO??
Time spent w/ you was never enough.
And never will be enough.
I know there will be lots of arguements in future.
W/ my sensitive nature and my temper+stubborness at times.
& all the trust being broken and rebuilt again.
But i have to say, no one made me feel this way before.
Just contented being w/ you.
Even if it was aimless walks.
You motivated me to study.
Practise for math
Get playing basketball
And many many more.
Even if we really didn work out, i wont regret being with you
Because no guys ever runs after a bus to catch up with me just to give me a hug and comfort me (so drama right? But he did it :D )
Nor scolds me for doing something i shouldnt already do instead of just letting me do whatever i want
Or willing to do something that he dont like doing, just so to accompany me / Giving me surprises of waiting for me for hours (:
PS: PIG JUST WENT TO SLEEP
Yeah..
So we made our first present ever today! xD
And had a lil tiff... :X
But im glad we patched it up!
Thank you. Thank you for all these glorious times<3
PICTURES!!! P.S: lemme upload your bday video already pleaseeee!
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