Tainted

I'm so sorry I haven't been blogging for th past 10days.
Something cropped up and my life just got into a turmoil.
But I have to say nothing of these would have happened if it weren't for my own doings.
My life just took a turn and now everything seems to be different. Yet I can't say anything at all. It's just another locked secret within me.
Don't tell me you have nothing to hide. Everyone does. When even your best friend doesn't kno cuz it's just too painful too embarrassing too dark to be shared. Have that kind of secret? Yes, that's what I'm harboring.
I destroyed what I built so...
But it was a lesson hard. A life lesson. I will change.

Valentines day was great(;
I love th cookies that jeslyn and Andrea made(; it was really sweet^^ thank you babes<3 I munched on it during th day itself hehe.. Too nice to resist:B
Got a 3 roses from him(; and chocolates!

Common test is just tmr ugh
I have to work hard now.
It's ss tmr. Wish me luck! Everyone jiayou^^

My life will return to normal... No...?
I have to say, thank you.
Thank you God, for making us no need to hide anymore. For making me no need to migrate back to Msia.
Thank you parents. For being understanding. Even tho it was a sin, you forgave me. I kno I must have been a chore to bring up. Yet I chose to hurt u in this way. I'm sincerely sorry to all of you.
Thank you friends. Who have not been judging me. Despite all these, you guys chased to give me emotional support that I needed all these while and how most people failed to see. Cuz what they always ask was th details. Whereas you guys and teachers asked 'how are you feeling?'. It might seem nothing, but it makes a great difference to me. Because u didn care bout my past. Instead u cared for my present; and my well being. I can't express how much I love you all.
Thank you teachers. For being there for me despite your own hectic schedule. For giving me a pull and th warmest hug ever. For making me try not to go back to my past but instead, plan for th future. For being understanding and caring. For making me smile and trying to lessen my burden. Thank you<3
K I feel like crying...