But i really want to thank my friends for staying by my side and encouraging me/advising me what to do or just a simple 'what happened?' or 'cheer up, don't so emo'. Esp to yuanye and yong jun (LOLOL THE Ys) although there are still small quarrels now and then but still...
I have been pondering on myself.
Am I too sensitive
Am I possessive
Am I selfish
Am I a lousy friend
Am I a lousy girl
Etcetcetc
This is life ain't it? Making you doubt yourself all over and over and over.
I lost a feeling. I lost myself. Someone told me today that I've changed. Did I?
All th stingings and ... Feelings... It feels like it's being supressed deep down and I really wanna shout it out loud or just get drunk to forget bout everything in life. Maybe some saw thru my pretendance. I just don't know whether I can be myself again. How I used to be like. And how pure happy actually feels like.
Enough with ranting. Xoxo I still love life tho. It's beautiful.
Me and my look alike:
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