2nd challeng~ Thoughts on love

This IS a hard topic for me to write about... especially after what happened recently.
Well, i shall start off with my first infatuation which happened during p4
I was th teacher's pet and i could get away with literally anything.
so there was this once i wrote a love letter to this guy and gave it to him personally in math class.
he read the letter and laughed (-,- embarrassed me!) and then he gave it to my form teacher, also my math teacher!
HORRORS OF HORRORS!
but in th end, i still got away with it thought. just that my teacher said smth like "Licy, never do this ever again"

and thn p6 i had a complicating relationship.
but he aint my first stead.
i wsa just dumb omg.
anyway, yeah that was when i saw everything in life in a new perspective after th 'break'

i shant go on more about my love life bout secondary schl though (keeping it to myself!)
well, basically, i feel that love is really magical.
even when youre feeling really down, when the person beside you holding you in their arms and comforting you, things just seemed better and you feel a lil more relaxed.
you can laugh and just be yourself and time flies. you can never get enough of it.
That one person who will be your partner your best friend your everything.
Most adults says that people our age dont know what love is.
i DISAGREE
what right do they have to judge how we feel?
our feelings are true as they are,
if not there wont be tears in our eyes when smth bad happens between you and your partner.
Adults can say that its puppy love, its infatuation, its crush. BUT critisize that its not love.
and this is my own theory.
i found out that parents who let their childrens have relationships will have childrens that are more sensible.
as in, they wont be messing around too much and they're more bonded with their parents.
whereas those who are restricted will become a kind of criminal as they're continuing their relationship yet hiding it from parents and lying. which makes it all worst.
and when these 2 kinds of child breaks up with their other one,
th one with parents might tell th parent and thus get help frm thm
however those who are 'criminals' have to continue hiding and endure that bleeding pain alone.
it is especially scary cuz its strange to feel so upset especially when its th first time.

and personally,
i feel that it is ok to have a relationship as long as nothing breaking th law is done.
and that hw should not be influenced into getting worse.
if there's break ups, its not worth it to waste your future and say no mood study.
in fact, for me, i study even more to be distracted.

ahhh i guess this is th magic of love?
making you fly and making you fall.
Both the extremes. (;