everything recently was darn shyt. k, sry fr usin 'strong' words fr tis post.
i mean, it started off with mum and schl. and now it seems mre lyk th schl is serving me thn th othr way round. i rly hve no wish to say everytin agn.
and thn thr's....fwenships relationships or family-ships.
i rly rly rly didn noe tis type of ting cld hppn between me n her. n him n her n him n her n fucking ME
WHATS WITH MY LIFE!!!??!?!
i really dont wna to cry anymore. i really appreciate all the others help
but i also really cant take any more hurts for the time being.
so there's a leash
there's a betrayal
wad more?
i feel like asking people to leave me alone but i want them here. ARGH
i want them here, i dowant them here to hurt me.
right, andrea gonna b right...right?
God wouldn't give me a task that i can't do.
common test is 2 weeks away. everything weighs down now.
I really dont know how to face teachers who know bout my recent thing.
i dk wad m i sayin now. its all scattered around.
i am in danger of changing school. wtfuccking hell is this crap and everything.
GAHHHHHHHH
i wont cut myself i wont cut myself i wont cut myself i wont cut myself i wont cut myself i wont i wont i wont..
right...?

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