jeez

tdae was a totally suckish day agn

dammit

performance was ok

n it went smoothly!:D

a gud ting

n thn schl over

i left my things at class!

i mean my clothes of th drama tingy

n eliz sae th teachers wna film us(humanities)

n-i-c-e~

and uhh

damn!

PHONE GOT PROB

screen cnt c anitin

totally black

and tdae gt a BIG scoldin

mom called ms martin

i dwn sae le lah

bt heng,ms martin offered to help me get out of trouble

n thnks andrea n ash.

for cheerin me up whn i cry

was havin BAD thoughts of slashin agn which i totally fear

ahh!

dnt mke me cut agn!!!

so aniwaes...haiiz

cry myself to slp

dreamt of wierd dreams

and a dream gt keith n tyr!

lol!!!

aniwae,mom sae might chnge my schl

...

I SWEAR

IF YOU DO THAT

I WILL NOT BE THE DAUGHTER YOU EXPECT

AND I WILL NOT BE SOMEONE YOU KNOW

i mean it

tdae tyr n keith cheered gordon up

thnks guys!;D

thnks agn for wastin time on us :X

n i rmb to return tyr he's water bottle tdae :3

gordon pei me go hme

i told hym loads of stuffs

i rly let myself spill out everytin

some things are stiu unknown to others

th pervert SL,cousins,brother...

yea

and family

strained

argh

i'm rly depressed.

tt's y its gna b all grey tdae

i hate me i hate u i hate everytin

rly...?