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HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL!!!
i stiu rmb laz yr de lantern festival,everytiin bout mie n him had ended. n became worst.i cried but thn,lantern fesival came.mie n fwens went to th park n played wit fire. yea,i brought along memories n diaries tt we shared. thn,all of it became ashes cos i burnt them. yesh,i felt bttr aft everytin was gone.though,th hurt he left mue will stiu b dere,th lesson he tot mie will oso b dere.
burnin it off is such a gud way to forget... and tis yr,i didn rly burnt it down aft wad he(tis he is another person) did;which hurts mue alot n left mue heart broken. but,i cut all of it,leavin no trace behind.all th papers,msg n blahs.but,th hurt,th memories,th times are stiu in my heart. yesh,i threw it all away,but,i cn stiu rmb.my heart for him,was almost 挖出来，丢进太平洋里；被沙鱼吃了，也消化掉了。but thn,idk y n hw,everytin went bk to normal. n i meant 'normal'
hais...so aniwaes,
i've been controlled..-.-''
1)no using of vulgarities
2) no name calling abt him
3)if i miss any deadline,he will add th punishments
4) no music tt will irritate him
hais...thn my diary oso cnt use vulgarities...thn its not called a diary if i cnt express myself...thn i use another diary.. :P
wad euu told mie,i stiu cnt believe in it totally.cos,lyk i said,i'm bk to m old self....n i'm used to sayin vulgar...euu made mie dnt trust euu de..thn nw,although i wanna trust euu,i stiu hesitates.euu cnt blame mue for this...
euu told mue tt th other 2 euu dnt lyk le..i dunno if i shld b happy or wad..i feared tt u'll lie to mie...i dnt get it...y isit everytin i hab to do? y isit tt euu cn sae dnt tok to mie thn jiu dnt tok?ppl tok to th one they loved,its hard to dnt tok to thm.but euu cn sae dnt tok to mie...tt left mie wondering...u're so much to mie n i'm juz a germ to euu?
mondae got maths. i hab to pass my maths!!!! gonna study for maths.sheeez....thn got science on tue. hu can lend mie science textbk B??? i nid it for studyin!!! URGENT!
thu got hme econs.wed gonna go study in library^^
hais...di di leaked it out...
she noe liao lah!
hais...
but....we'll stiu b fwens..
i hope.
burnin it off is such a gud way to forget... and tis yr,i didn rly burnt it down aft wad he(tis he is another person) did;which hurts mue alot n left mue heart broken. but,i cut all of it,leavin no trace behind.all th papers,msg n blahs.but,th hurt,th memories,th times are stiu in my heart. yesh,i threw it all away,but,i cn stiu rmb.my heart for him,was almost 挖出来，丢进太平洋里；被沙鱼吃了，也消化掉了。but thn,idk y n hw,everytin went bk to normal. n i meant 'normal'
hais...so aniwaes,
i've been controlled..-.-''
1)no using of vulgarities
2) no name calling abt him
3)if i miss any deadline,he will add th punishments
4) no music tt will irritate him
hais...thn my diary oso cnt use vulgarities...thn its not called a diary if i cnt express myself...thn i use another diary.. :P
wad euu told mie,i stiu cnt believe in it totally.cos,lyk i said,i'm bk to m old self....n i'm used to sayin vulgar...euu made mie dnt trust euu de..thn nw,although i wanna trust euu,i stiu hesitates.euu cnt blame mue for this...
euu told mue tt th other 2 euu dnt lyk le..i dunno if i shld b happy or wad..i feared tt u'll lie to mie...i dnt get it...y isit everytin i hab to do? y isit tt euu cn sae dnt tok to mie thn jiu dnt tok?ppl tok to th one they loved,its hard to dnt tok to thm.but euu cn sae dnt tok to mie...tt left mie wondering...u're so much to mie n i'm juz a germ to euu?
mondae got maths. i hab to pass my maths!!!! gonna study for maths.sheeez....thn got science on tue. hu can lend mie science textbk B??? i nid it for studyin!!! URGENT!
thu got hme econs.wed gonna go study in library^^
hais...di di leaked it out...
she noe liao lah!
hais...
but....we'll stiu b fwens..
i hope.
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