不存在了。。。D:

到课时的第一件事： 找你
找到你后看到的第一个表情： emo

整天都一样。。。跟你说话时，你都不理。不回，也不笑。
我甚至还想要逗你开心。。。我没这个能力。。。
thn,it carried on liddat...
we didn tok th whole entire day.
thn i started my usual 'routine'
except it didn involve penknife.
thn it got swollen n sore.cldn straighten my hand...
thn got blister.
i go poke it till it burst...

thn...sotong tell mie smth.
and monkey told mie smth...
tt didn match aniwaes.
& i felt so damn stupid
to cry in class..

thanks aniwaes especially chloe.
and andrea
chia yien
monkey
yj
tam
hwee en
mellisa
and others...

found tt yj is a gud companion to b wif whn emo...
loads of thm call mie give u up..
and sotong told u...
shyt...
but...aniwaes..
sotong said u didn give a damn.

wad cld i expect..?
nth mre...
mayb all of tis hab been a lie
a fairy tale?

if wad she said was true?
tt u all along was jux....
takin mie for ur 'panadol'?
takin mie for granted?
a soft toy whn thr's no mre real life's...?












wad cn i do n wad shld i do...?
i scared tmr mornin i do th same ting agn...cry...
crybaby!
CRYBABY!!!
I'M SUCH A CRYBABY!!!!



an idiot too...


tmr got choir...