woke up and found out tt i lost my voice.asin,rly no voice. thn n skool,the tables were in a mess. fish tt cleaner.told them dont mess with the tables oready and they stiu did.in the end,spent the whole time makin the tables. thn, stiu no sound.didn tok to anyone..except ethelin. and emmett tot i was emoing.=.= thn emmett say she in coma,cnt visit her. sad news... esme cried durin recess coz of tis piece of news... comforted her.. nearly cried myself...T^T
thn ms oh nvr com.tink she's rly sick. and the chinese test i sure fail. no doubt. almost the whole page blank! tmr stiu gt choir T^T..hope it will go well.thn in class pass letter wif nicole and emmett. Stupid emmett>< BLEAH~! :P :P :P he go push my head down when i pick up he letter.nearly fell.=.=''' thn smr hit my wrist. Fuck FUck FUCK!!! damn pain.he asked a stupid qns." pain ah?" DUH~! obviously~!hais..bad news. aft common test, life wld b hard for emmett...hais... lol. i cn predict the future. =.='' rly bad tings...
thn durin science,yuan ye(monkey) was playin wif emmett they all. and she complain to mie tt emmett bully her-.-'' thn i tok to emmett n he say monkey. ask monkey,monkey say emmett. thn when emmett packin up tt time, i told monkey tt tis may b the gud chance. and she go hit him. and,witout sayin,emmett hit her back n she screamed...k,not excactly scream,bt i noe lip readin,a little; she go say I CALL HER to hit him?! i'm like, wht the fuck?!! i didn!!! i only said tis may b a gud time. MAY BE A!! wad the hell la! if he angry tmr,i'm so goin to kill monkey..Grr...
and Alice today cried too.cos she playin wif her camera. mrs paul confiscated it bt returned her @ the end of the lesson.she cried..once again, comforted her.hais...thn today class quite noisy. especially ribena(ashely). thn i call her lower down her volume and she go say bk" you also playing what!" mie" but i not shouting or screaming." and etc etc. hais..was quite hurt. u all voted us to be class comm yet u all dnt wnt obey and make tings diff for us. thn wad for you all vote us?!its so unreasonable... if you tink its so easy,we cn let you be. let you taste how it feels like to be thr to do smth yet cnt do.
went to bishan library to eat.thn on the way home wif andrea,saw damien,my primary fwen. actually is pretty fly saw him first.thn dragged him to take 169 wif us.lol! haha...hais... yi xiang dao ming tian jiu shang xin...
all cca tmr cancelled. except for choir... i stiu nid go bk help out in my primary school... i'm an alumni member!!! thn...i dunno how to face xenia. she like...dont like mie..i tink.i oso dunnoe y..mayb cos tt time when we late cos of interview... wad to do...? makes mie wnt to cry to go to choir. it changes mie. i dnt feel mie when i;m in choir. i dnt tok as much or lauf or even smile. jx plain expressionless or sad/emo. nth else. i mean like, i like singing. i like the seniors.in fact,i love the seniors thr. they r all so nice.and singin to mie,is,dnt care bout pitch or anytin.even if it sux. even if it makes one puke. hello~! singing makes ppl happy! makes ppl relax! and tt happened to mie..once.. nw i stiu luv singing. dnt care if it sux.bt i jx dread choir..T^T the teachers seem like dnt wnt let us quit.I CNT!! i cant stay thr anymore. even if i do, my heart,my mind and my soul will nt be in choir. all remains in choir of mie is jux my shell. nth else... money,lateness..i've been nagged n nagged n nagged frm my mum cos of chhoir. wad to do?! I;M JUST NOT CUT OUT TO BE A SINGER AND I AM CONTENTED WITH SINGING LIKE HELL EVEN IF IT SUCKS;SO LONG AS I ENJOY MYSELF!!!!
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